Midori no Kaze

Monday, December 26, 2005

May Your Days Be Merry and Bright...

Christmas this year was different for lots of reasons, but it was still a good one. Although it also seemed to have passed me by, the entirety of it was new and such a wonder. Every year, I always expect so much of the season and I begin by getting disappointed, but every year, something new always happens. Then I begin to think, there was nothing to worry about. Thank you to everyone for making this year different from the last. I hope I made it a little bit different for you too. :D

Monday, December 19, 2005

Randomness

Well, it's nice to know and confirm that when things get bad, there are always things that can make you feel better. For instance, although I should've just cut my only class today, it was worth it going to school cause Mike and I had coffee and had a good time.

In the afternoon, I was able to read for Social Psych and finish the powerpoint for I/O Psych. Then, I was looking through my clothes and I found a shirt I haven't worn in two years. I used to look so fat in it, but now it looks better. Then, I found a dress I haven't worn since grade 7 cause it didn't fit me anymore, but now it does again. Yey!!! Now I have a dress for Christmas.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Healing Wind part 2

Some people just have a knack for making you feel bad. It's amazing how they do it so well without noticing. Maybe I just think too much or feel too much which is why things affect me easily. Sometimes, it makes me realize why I like being in school. So much for Christmas spirit.

You know how it is when you don't bother people with your problems cause you know they're doing a lot. You're just being considerate enough. But no, when they find out you do have one, they get mad at you because you've "given" them another problem. Well, who said I wanted to give it in the first place. Then, you have someone here who doesn't have a mind of their own, who was actually fine when you were fixing it yourself then gets all fired up because the person who got mad at you has a point. Then they get mad at you too as if they thought of it all along. What's even worse, you can't tell them that you think or feel this way cause that just means you're being a disrespectful, thoughtless spoiled baby brat. Screw birth order!!!

What a negative entry, but really, negative is what I feel now, and it's what I've been feeling these past few days with a little break in the middle (thank God for that), but yeah. I just wanna pick up something and throw it or shout at someone, but of course, that would be unfair.

Well, since I've finished ranting, I'm much better now. I hope to write a more positive entry asap.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Ding Dong Merrily Quartet :D

We had carolling today and we went to the house. It was so fun. Hehehe. Macie really enjoyed, and I was so happy that she was interacting with my friends. My family really enjoyed the carolling, but I think the one who enjoyed it most was Macie. She danced a bit and started drumming Ate Char's lap during Jingle Bell Rock cause that's what we taught her. She was so cute.

After my house, we were convoying to Reese's house, but we ended up getting separated. So, Mak, Dex, Ericka, Niq and I wound up singing in Pasay as a quartet plus Mak. Hahaha. Sobrang funny. We were practicing pa in the car and guess what, we were not bad at all. They liked us and considering we were 1/4 the choir, we were good.

Then, we all met up in CW with Mrs. Tan and the SPEED alumni. They seemed to really enjoy All you need is love, but I still can't get over singing as a quartet. Hahaha. On the way home, Dex almost fell asleep while driving, and actually fell asleep when he dropped Ericka and me at my house. Thanks Dex for bringing me home. To my carmates, thanks, I had so much fun. :D

Thursday, December 15, 2005

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart...

"It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart. Without saying a word, you can light up the dark. Try as I may, I can never explain what's been said between your heart and mine. The smile on your face let's me know that you need me. There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me. The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall. You say it best when you say nothing at all..."

Well, I've been having a pretty bad and depressing week. I thought it was only me, but it seems that my friends have been having a pretty hellish week too. The nice thing though about life is that things pass, and because there are other people who are there for you, like your friends (even if you're all pissed) are always there for you.

Today is Thursday, the most stressful day of my week because I'm in school from 7:30 am to 7:30 pm turned out much better. After I/O class, I smiled, a different kind of smile which i haven't felt for some time. It's the type that makes your cheeks hurt in a nice way. It's funny how some people can make you smile without having to say anything at all. Hahaha. Well, like the song says, it's amazing. Actually, it says it all. Now the best thing about Thursdays is, it's a day closer to Friday, and I love Fridays. Need I say more :D

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Healing Wind

Who heals a healer? Willow said, another healer. Well, there should be more healers in the world. Perhaps it's not the most wonderful time of the year. It's probably all that publicity. No, I know in my heart that's not true, because nothing can be more wonderful than the birth of our Lord. Unfortunately, that's not how a lot of people see Christmas. Well, hope is the greatest gift I'll probably receive this year...hope that things will be better. I know they will be.

Monday, December 12, 2005

It's the Most Wonderful TIme of the Year

Christmas is here bringing good cheer to young and old!!! Christmas is my favorite season of the year. Everyone's just extra nice. Well, even though there's still much work to be done, there are also things to look forward to:
1. Simbang gabi in Ateneo
2. Misa de Gallo & breakfast with VOSA
3. Singing for the Christmas Mass
4. Singing for the New Year's Mass
5. Sleepover with Mikey & Mars (dapat matuloy)
6. Play with Macie for the rest of the break
7. EAT EAT EAT!!!
8. Caffe Mocha
9. SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!!
10. Cold Air
PS: I would like to thank Ate Caren for the new blog template. Thank you.