Midori no Kaze

Falling Into Place

It's funny that I've been so stressed but I somehow feel like everything's falling into place little by little. God has this amazing way of letting us feel that He takes care of everything in His own time. God Rocks!!! Hahaha.

Last night, my body finally gave way with a nosebleed during my last class and a really aching back. I slept the whole way going home. Then I woke up this morning feeling even worse than I did last night. Hahaha. I couldn't breathe. Thank God for the Arma oil they gave me in Bangkok for buying one kazillion medicines for pop. This little bottle of oil has helped me through headaches, insect bites, and yes, runny noses. Amazing! But now, I have no voice. Too bad I can't swallow the oil. Hahaha. Eeeew!

Anyway, I have to get back to work. Thank God for my laptop because now I can work while lying down. God is amazing!

posted by Bambie Chan Carlos at 12:19 PM | 0 comment(s)

It's Been A Long Time

So much has happened since my last blog entry that I don't know where to begin. Yes, Ate C, I am a ball of stress. Sometimes, I wonder though if people actually see that I am stressed because I feel like I'm given more than my share of the load and at that last minute too. Everything's just being crammed into the remaining weeks before graduation. And sometimes, it's not just the work but the emotions that come a long with it. It sucks to be semi-empathic. You get really sensitive to others' feelings but it doesn't come back. Oh well, who said it should anyway right? Well, I'm not complaining, I'm just really tired. Too tired in fact that I'm beginning to wish people would see it. I need a break from all this. I'm just hoping for a better day.

posted by Bambie Chan Carlos at 2:29 AM | 0 comment(s)