Midori no Kaze: February 2005

"God Does Not Call the Equipped. He Equips the Called."

See that quote? That quote can sum up my entire day.

Today, we had our discernment for the positions we would hold in the coming school year for SPEED. I would have to say that this quote hit home. I am very happy with the position I got. Although it was my second choice originally, I'm now wondering what possessed me to even think of putting the first one as my first. I'm so happy to be area head. I can imagine all the things I'll do this coming school year.

Another thing for this quote is that tomorrow, Ate's getting married. I'm really going to miss Ate. She filled in the role of mommy when mommy passed away. Sometimes, I'm worried how I'm going to be able to fill in her shoes, but like the quote says, God will equip me :D

I will miss Ate for the Charmed nights, the morning wake up calls, the sister bonding after a good or bad day, coffee time, secret time, and best of all, bed time :D I'll Miss You Ate!!! I'm sure you'll have a beautiful wedding with a beautiful entourage :D I hope you have many kids and a happy and healthy married life with the man you love, who loves you back, my new Kuya :D

Stressed for Success

The past month has been extra stressful. The wedding's already on Saturday, and for some reason, I feel like it's mine too. Hahaha. Such is the life of the Maid of Honor, right ate C? In fact, I felt so sick this morning that I didn't even want to drink coffee. To top that, my nose bled pa. Grrr... kakainis. It was a good thing I was only half day today so I went home for lunch. I thought I would be able to snooze for a while, but no, I had to study for a Personality test. Then, we had our last fitting for the wedding. I think this is what made my day. The dresses were really nice :D I can't really explain in, but it was so cute.

Haaay. I'm so tired. I just had a thought with all that's been happening. I have this problem with trying to please everyone around me, even though I know I can't please everybody. Sometimes, I get so tired of doing it, but I do it anyway that I sometimes end up forgetting myself and somehow losing myself in the middle of it all. Am I making sense? Sometimes, I become really sad, but I try to be happy cause I don't want to affect others badly with my mood. Maybe I'm just cranky right now with all the things that have to be done, but I feel better just saying it. I'M TIRED!!! I'M TIRED of being a sponge that never gets squeezed, of being disappointed, of sleeping late, of trying to please people who are never satisfied, of trying to help people who don't need or even want my help, of pushing my body to its limit, of trying to open my eyes when it just won't, and what have yous. This is getting long. I'm trired of ranting now. I think I'll go wrap some giveaways.

For the Sake of Blogging...

I haven't blogged in quite a while and i really miss it. So much has happened since my last entry. I've been so busy with school and Ate's wedding, plus there's also all the other stuff in between. I haven't been getting much sleep, yeah, what's new? I'm bloody tired and beat. I'm sleepy and disappointed, but I think there's still room in me for happiness. I just need to keep my witts up and smile in the morning cause it's a good way to start.

Happy Birthday Anix!!!

This entry is kinda late, but better late than never. :D Last Jan. 28, Ericka and I planned a surprise part for Anix's 18th birthday. I would say it was a success. For the first time, I went to school in a skirt...di lang skirt...dress pa. We were girlie girls that day. You know, pink and khaki since pink is Anix's favorite color.

Pink Sisters :D

Anyway, we treated her that day to (drum roll) a foot spa. Hahaha. After the foot spa, we went to UP and they actually made us eat isaw. Amazingly, it's good (yan ha). After isaw, we went back to school and everyone else left Anix and me for her house. We bonded during our wait :D I never knew we could actually talk about those things. Hahaha. Oh well, I hope you had fun Anix :D

On the way to isaw

Live While You Can...

Today was such a great day!!! I got up early and kuya Wap picked me up to go to the Down's Syndrome Association's Happy Walk. It was so much fun. There were a lot of cute kids, and it was really nice cause our kids actually approached us cause they remembered us. One of the kids, Ian, even had Kuya Wap carry him. Super cute!

After DSA, Kuya Wao and I took the MRT home. It was so much fun. It was just the two of us. Hehehe. I could swear that I could hear my mom's voice screaming at us. Who cares. When we got off the MRT, we crossed the street to Shang and ran across the street for whatever reason kuya Wap had in mind. It was really funny. Since we were so hungry, we had lunch in Tokyo Tokyo and coffee in Starbucks. Grabe, I had so much fun. Thanks Kuya Wap :D

Me & Kuya Wap in the Happy Walk

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Friday, February 25, 2005

"God Does Not Call the Equipped. He Equips the Called."

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Stressed for Success

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

For the Sake of Blogging...

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Happy Birthday Anix!!!

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Live While You Can...